SO I think that our Indian summer has left. It is cold and blowee and just generally disgusting. Alexa is going threw something, I wish I knew what, but she has really been on my nerves lately. What a horrible thing to say huh. Well, its true. She is just being a difficult Two year old I guess. Jake is pretty soon to be out of work. His father did not horde money away like he normally does to get him threw the winter. So we are pretty close to out of cash. I hope that doesn't conflict with our Trip to AZ this winter. That would really blow. I already have a dress for Lisanne's wedding and everything. Well, I will keep you informed, like you care. But I will anyway.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Aug. 5. 2004
This tightness,
of chest,
is an affliction,
I can not cure.
This boredom,
is a disease,
it follows me,
everywhere.
This need to roam,
is a sickness,
I need,
to keep me sane.
of chest,
is an affliction,
I can not cure.
This boredom,
is a disease,
it follows me,
everywhere.
This need to roam,
is a sickness,
I need,
to keep me sane.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Depression
So it has been almost a month since my last posting. I have been pretty busy, and if not busy, in no mood at all to sit at the computer and write non-sense. But here I am. Just for you.
I have been incredibly depressed lately. I miss my dog terribly, the house is so empty without her. Today we are getting a new dog from our local shelter. She is going to be a very good dog, I can tell. She is two years old, and cute as cute can be. I have to wait for the kid to get up from her nap so We can go pick the new doggie up.
back to the issue of my great depression. It getting cold here. This is never a good time of year for me, I wish I could hibernate, and re-emerge in the spring like a bear does, all sleepy and hungry. But soon we will have snow, and my life will continue, with all of its mundaneness. I feel like sometimes I fall threw the cracks here. That nobody notices how much I need attention. I have been feeling very self-centered lately. But who doesn't some times right???? Anyway, as the winter progresses, I will get more depressed. My daughter will continually try and pull me off the couch like she has been for the last two days, while I pull back and say " no baby, mama doesn't want to play in your room, she's watching CSI:" Well I have new poetry to post. But not right now, I am going to go read my thoroughly depressing book the cranberry queen so Adios
I have been incredibly depressed lately. I miss my dog terribly, the house is so empty without her. Today we are getting a new dog from our local shelter. She is going to be a very good dog, I can tell. She is two years old, and cute as cute can be. I have to wait for the kid to get up from her nap so We can go pick the new doggie up.
back to the issue of my great depression. It getting cold here. This is never a good time of year for me, I wish I could hibernate, and re-emerge in the spring like a bear does, all sleepy and hungry. But soon we will have snow, and my life will continue, with all of its mundaneness. I feel like sometimes I fall threw the cracks here. That nobody notices how much I need attention. I have been feeling very self-centered lately. But who doesn't some times right???? Anyway, as the winter progresses, I will get more depressed. My daughter will continually try and pull me off the couch like she has been for the last two days, while I pull back and say " no baby, mama doesn't want to play in your room, she's watching CSI:" Well I have new poetry to post. But not right now, I am going to go read my thoroughly depressing book the cranberry queen so Adios
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